Worship service today was good(when isn't worship good?)...

Made some minor mistakes here and there, and the bass solo, although fun, was really petrifying. May seem easy but never is.

I think God really spoke to me during cell group, when we were talking about servant-like thinking, how to think of ourselves less, and of others more, and the essence of serving: humility. He's reminding me that its not about the music, its not about the sermon, its not about whether you perform better or worse than others. It's about Him. Like what Michael W Smith once sang:

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and its all about You
its all about You, Jesus

Yup. It's all about the God above.

Anyway, attended 20 mins of drum lessons with joshua... interesting lesson. I think learning music is not just about hitting every 16th note with lightning accuracy, or that 200bpm solo. It's also about communication through the music, how you speak to the congregation through your music. Not only there is a technical aspect, but there is also a theoratical and philosophical aspect, like what to play and what not to play in a given situation. Because you may possess all the required skills, but how do you apply the skills given to you in effectively bring out the song?

Hmm. Can't wait for bass lessons to resume.

Arrgh just woke up from a nap. Yep. A nap from 2045 to 2245. Seems like I missed out most of my night activities which includes:

1) Erm...

Yep thats about it. Its not a long list. Probably because I have long successfully removed my addiction towards computer games, and I no longer need to receive a dosage of CS every 5 hours 4 times daily to survive. haha. I don't think I even know what I usually do at night.

I just spend it off doing something. There's always something to do.

Yeah... If I really don't have anything to do, I can always blog. =)

Anyway, felt abit angry after reading some stuff and hearing some stuff about tcc... Maybe secrets should always remain as what the word meant it to be. Something that nobody else will ever know. You don't have to be a genius to figure out that even the slip of a tongue or just a passing reference could result in very awkward and embarrassing situations. And I'm not sure if I'm entitled to be angry. It doesn't concern me much at all. Maybe I feel for my brother, maybe I'm just unhappy about what happened. Either way, I wont be inclined to go to tcc again, if thats the only thing we are ever going to do there.

Will pray for my brother.

Lord please give me peace.

Now Listening to: Be like that
By: 3 Doors Down