"" I was tucking Nicky in tonight, and asked him about his school. I said "What are you guys doing at recess these days? Are the girls still chasing you"?He responded: "Well, Kerry.....not John Kerry, but Kerry in my class, she's chasing Christopher".

I couldn't help but laugh at that one. Little Nicky didn't want me to be confused and think that John Kerry was chasing his friends around at recess. ""

- Some housewife blog from America

Now Listening to: Album
By: Renee Olstead

Physics paper is now a huge "?" for me. The hard parts were damn hard, they easy parts were rather easy.

Had a very good time with velden and kenneth at my house today. Did so many things all in an afternoon. We(well, they) played Virtua Tennis for about 2.5 hours(!) while I slogged to a 4-1 Manchester United win over city rivals City on the ps2.

Anyway, badminton sucked because the wind was damn big, and velden kept hitting the shuttlecock to himself. Brought down the soccerball and we played a little bit passing and crossing. Velden not bad leh... good crossing prospect. Just abit kancheong and kicks the ball to hard, nearly hitting the "bai4 bai4" thing that ppl use to offer stuff to their ancestors. Kenneth... needs abit more work, although we did teach him how to stop a ball with his sidefoot and dribble with his instep.

Saw ryan and his girlfriend playing tennis. Just sat there and watched them play around, talking crap all the way. I wont talk about the crap we talked, it would not be appropriate... =)

Have been listening to System of a Down, head-banging metal music, cos I needed to keep awake on the mugging nights. Now listening to some soothing jazz and ballads. I tell you, David foster is a genius when it comes to discovering talent. Look at Renee Olstead and Michael buble. All so young and so talented. I'm really expecting to listen to their songs for years to come.


And when I grow old I'll go, "This Michael buble and Renee Olstead, daddy used to listen to them when I was still in secondary school..."


My child would give me a KL look and listen abit, but not too much. I would still tell him about it, because I loved it when I was young.


Yeah, kinda like how my dad promotes "the whos" and "ritchie blackmore" and "ACDC" to me. I know they are good. But I really don't love it.

Now Listening to: What a difference a day makes
By: Renee Olstead

From now onwards I promise myself not to 记仇 for more than 2 days.

After that I will forget about it and live on....

Please remind me if i forget.

Feeling much happier as a person, as a student, as an examinee today.

Well, not really keen on finishing the examination, since training will resume once the exam finishes, and I will have to regain my own strength as well as help the sec1's regain theirs.

This isn't going to be easy but for me there is always someone too look upon during hard times. =)

Sigh. I really dont know what to say. Im really getting sick of this war of words.

Anyway, If i tried to insult other religions I had done so as a joke, and I apologise if it offended anyone, since nobody said anything, I thought it was fine with you guys.

I'm really tired of being pissed, angry and filled with unhappiness, because of this.

Maybe you will start to "niao" me again when I write this, but I still have to do it:

"God is saying that it is in our own best interest to forgive! He is not talking about what is in the best interest of the person who needs to be forgiven. We are the ones who God is trying to protect. We are the ones who receive the most benefit from forgiveness, not the other person.

A spirit of unforgiveness complicates and compromises our daily walk with God. Forgiving others releases us from anger and allows us to receive the healing we need. The whole reason God has given us specific direction is because He does not want anything to stand between us and Him. God's love for us is beyond our comprehension. Forgiving others spares us from the consequences of living out of an unforgiving heart. "

So, I am trying my best to forgive those who offended me, not that anyone is begging me.

I forgive because I dont want to compromise my relationship with my god. I hope you understand that and not misinterpret it as me wanting act high and mighty or what.

You're probably thinking that you've won the "war".

Maybe you're right, but what does that really mean?

Your right in some ways, maybe I really shouldn't care so much about others.

God Bless.