I have this feeling for the whole week that before the holiday started, I had too many things to do, too little time. I longed to sit in front of the computer the whole day and just rot away, or chill out with my teammates.

And when I finally get to do that, somehow it loses its appeal. When I finally get to spend my holiday, doing the things I always wanted seems to become boring. Yeah I know playing video games is fun, but surely there is something more to my two months than that... Suddenly my first bass lesson in church, my first music lesson in 2 years seems so distant, so long away.

Probably will catch some movies (if there are any good ones). I'm decomposing at home.


Now Listening to: Rollover DJ
By: Jet

Its now 10:53pm, and I think my dad's feeling better. We watched Johnny English with my sis. Although the story was crap but I think if you just watch for the dumb and stupid things then quite okay. Dad feeling weird during the movie, laughing damn hard even though his stomach there was pain. Hopefully tomorrow will be okay.

Now Listening to: Wind Cries Mary
By: Jimi Hendrix

Just saw my father vomit into our kitchen sink, with my family standing behind him. Quite worried, heard something about his gall bladder having problems... His health has been going up and down, on and off for the past few months. Hope nothing bad comes out of this latest problem...

Now Listening to: Cai3 Hong2
By: Wu yue tian (Mayday)

The test you've just taken is a short version of the Five Factor model of identity. Among psychology experts, this approach has become broadly accepted for its accuracy and consistency. The five dimensions in this model give a complete description of your personality traits: Openness to Experience, Conscientiousness, Extraversion, Agreeableness and Negative Emotionality. Read below to see your scores and understand what they mean.

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Openness To Experience

Your medium score in the Openness category means that you are moderately interested in the creative arts. You probably show some real imagination at certain times, or display a strong curiosity towards the new. But these moments are balanced by a more practical focus on the pragmatic concerns and realities of everyday life. Rather than letting your mind wander too far, you prefer to remain relatively focused. These aspects of your personality reflect a character somewhere between a conservative and a dreamer.

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Conscientiousness

Your high score in the Conscientiousness category means that you feel a strong compulsion towards duty and responsibility. You are probably a very organized person, and pride yourself on your professional competence. Work is a very high priority in your life, and defines your vision of success. You have a careful attitude towards making decisions, and think them through carefully. With such a strong conscience, and a devotion to accomplishment, it's likely that you're considered extremely dependable.

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Extraversion

Your medium score in the Extraversion category defines your social identity. You are probably comfortable in either a crowd or by yourself, and spending time alone or with company is equally enjoyable. When among others, you tend to stand in the foreground, although you may not always wish to take the position of a leader. Instead, you seem to prefer moving between the role of leader and follower, as the situation requires. You probably keep a moderately active social life; you're generally on the lookout for excitement, but certainly don't require it. You tend to keep a fairly positive emotional outlook, and people can usually count on your for some good cheer.

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Agreeableness

The Agreeableness category refers to your social disposition. Your high score indicates your tendency to forego your own desires for the sake of others - sometimes to a fault. You are probably known as a kind and modest person who is willing to overlook your own needs for the interest of the group. You believe in creating harmony among people, to the point where you can sometimes act a bit dependent. With your straightforward style of communication and your sentimental nature, this isn't hard for you. You tend to see the world by the light you cast - as honest and genuine.

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Negative Emotionality

Negative Emotionality refers to your emotional reactivity. Your medium score means that you're someone who negotiates your emotions depending on your situation. Sometimes you may feel quite sensitive and emotional, while other times you may remain resilient to outside pressures. This quality of adaptation best describes your emotional character. You maintain a rational outlook, which is moderated by feelings. For example, you can sometimes feel sad, stressed, worried or embarrassed under the weight of a situation, but you are able to act quite calm and reserved, without yielding to the stress. Responsive, without being overly reactive, is the best way to describe you.

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Now Listening to: Wind Cries Mary
By: Jamie Cullum