Arrgh just woke up from a nap. Yep. A nap from 2045 to 2245. Seems like I missed out most of my night activities which includes:
1) Erm...
Yep thats about it. Its not a long list. Probably because I have long successfully removed my addiction towards computer games, and I no longer need to receive a dosage of CS every 5 hours 4 times daily to survive. haha. I don't think I even know what I usually do at night.
I just spend it off doing something. There's always something to do.
Yeah... If I really don't have anything to do, I can always blog. =)
Anyway, felt abit angry after reading some stuff and hearing some stuff about tcc... Maybe secrets should always remain as what the word meant it to be. Something that nobody else will ever know. You don't have to be a genius to figure out that even the slip of a tongue or just a passing reference could result in very awkward and embarrassing situations. And I'm not sure if I'm entitled to be angry. It doesn't concern me much at all. Maybe I feel for my brother, maybe I'm just unhappy about what happened. Either way, I wont be inclined to go to tcc again, if thats the only thing we are ever going to do there.
Will pray for my brother.
Lord please give me peace.
Now Listening to: Be like that
By: 3 Doors Down
3 comments:
Really sorry abt wat happened at TCC tt day. Sorry abt the way i indiscriminately forced everyone to share their secrets w/o sparing a tot tt shld it be revealed, it'll caused alot of probs.
i was sorry abt being too defensive online tt day also. Of course, like you, i also hope tt it is not the only thing we'll do when we go there, but also can be a place where u all share yr true feelings n support each other, spiritually n mentally. Its not the place that defines it but the ppl who are in it. Hope that you'll find good company to bring there. :)
Btw, kk's also pursuing similar dreams as u and pl too. Can talk to them for more insights. Being a musicial idiot like me who only enjoys the end product n not the process of it, i may not fully understand the whirlwind of emotions tt's going thru yr mind now. But seeing how God has led my brothers (kk & pl) thru these years, the least i can do is to testify of His faithfulness n His grace in their lives. The changes in their lives can be considered miraculous and they didnt hav it easy for them initially.
We didn't know how but God still managed to lead them thru in the end. He is Jehovah Jiren, God is our provider. Will pray for you, brother.
Well, I was perfectly fine with doing what we did there. Its the revealing of secrets to others outside of tcc that got me kinda pissed... i mean imo what we mentioned in tcc should have stayed at tcc, and not be brought up anymore outside. So... ya.
I think i've learnt to enjoy whatever God has me to do, no matter how well it appeals to me. For me, it will just be a matter of following the path he wants me to go... I really shouldn't be expecting things from God, but i will let him lead me... yup!
Btw who is pl referring to?
pl is panliang. And yup, you can be assured that anything u share there will be kept within those 4 walls as far as i'm concerned.
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