I have this feeling for the whole week that before the holiday started, I had too many things to do, too little time. I longed to sit in front of the computer the whole day and just rot away, or chill out with my teammates.

And when I finally get to do that, somehow it loses its appeal. When I finally get to spend my holiday, doing the things I always wanted seems to become boring. Yeah I know playing video games is fun, but surely there is something more to my two months than that... Suddenly my first bass lesson in church, my first music lesson in 2 years seems so distant, so long away.

Probably will catch some movies (if there are any good ones). I'm decomposing at home.


Now Listening to: Rollover DJ
By: Jet